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Tuesdays With Tony, Volume 5

The Light We Try to Silence

By Tony Eldridge

From Tony’s manuscript. Original wording preserved.

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It is easy to imagine that the people who rejected Jesus must have been very different from us.

It is easy to picture the crowds shouting outside Pilate’s palace and think, I would never have been part of that.

But the story of the Gospels suggests something far more unsettling.

The same people who once leaned forward to hear Jesus speak eventually leaned forward to demand His death.

Somewhere between curiosity and crucifixion, something changed.

And if we listen carefully to those moments, we begin to see that the question surrounding Jesus was never simply whether people liked His teaching or believed His words.

The deeper question was this:

Who would they ultimately give their loyalty to?

Because the presence of Jesus did more than teach.

It revealed the heart.

And whenever the light revealed something people would rather protect, resistance often followed.

It began quietly in a synagogue in Nazareth.

The room was familiar. Faces that had known one another for years filled the benches. Families who had worshiped together since childhood gathered as they always did when the Scriptures were read.

And the man standing to read that morning was not a stranger.

They had watched Him grow up.

They knew His family. They knew the years He had spent working quietly among them.

But now word had begun to travel about Him. Stories of teaching that carried an unusual authority. Reports of healings. Crowds gathering wherever He went.

When the scroll of Isaiah was handed to Him, the room leaned forward with interest.

Jesus unrolled the scroll and read:

“The Spirit of the Lord is upon me,

because he has anointed me

to proclaim good news to the poor.” (Luke 4:18 ESV).

Then He rolled up the scroll, gave it back to the attendant, and sat down.

“And the eyes of all in the synagogue were fixed on him.” (Luke 4:20 ESV).

The room was silent.

Everyone waited to hear what He would say.

Then Jesus spoke the words that changed everything.

“Today this Scripture has been fulfilled in your hearing.” (Luke 4:21 ESV).

At first the reaction was amazement. Luke says they marveled. People glanced at one another. Some nodded quietly. Others whispered. The words carried a weight that made the room feel different.

But admiration can be fragile.

As Jesus continued speaking, His words pressed against something deeper than curiosity. He reminded them that in the days of Elijah, when famine covered the land, the prophet was not sent to the widows of Israel but to a widow in Sidon.

And in the days of Elisha, though many lepers lived in Israel, only Naaman the Syrian was cleansed.

The meaning was impossible to miss.

The mercy of God was not something they controlled.

It was not something they possessed simply because they were familiar with the Scriptures.

The room changed.

“And when they heard these things, all in the synagogue were filled with wrath.” (Luke 4:28 ESV).

The same people who had been listening moments earlier were now on their feet. Hands grabbed Him. Voices rose. They pushed Him out of the synagogue and toward the edge of the hill on which their town was built.

The intention was clear.

The teacher they had admired minutes earlier would not leave that hillside alive.

But Jesus passed through the crowd and went on His way.

Moments like that began to appear more often.

Not everyone responded the same way to Jesus, but whenever His words reached the deeper places of the human heart, the reaction was rarely neutral.

Years later, in Jerusalem, the tension rose again during a conversation in the temple courts.

Some of the religious leaders were confident in who they were. Their identity was secure. They were descendants of Abraham. They knew the law. They knew where they stood with God.

Jesus challenged that certainty.

“If God were your Father, you would love me.” (John 8:42 ESV).

Then the moment came that pushed the conversation beyond argument.

Jesus said, “Before Abraham was, I am.” (John 8:58 ESV).

The meaning was unmistakable.

“So they picked up stones to throw at him.” (John 8:59 ESV).

The light had reached a place they were unwilling to surrender.

By the time Jesus entered Jerusalem for the final time, the tension had hardened into open confrontation.

Standing before the crowds, Jesus spoke with a clarity that left nothing hidden.

“Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites!” (Matthew 23:13 ESV).

He spoke of cups polished on the outside but filled with greed within. Of tombs that appeared beautiful on the surface but were filled with death.

The light was now shining directly into the places the leaders had spent years protecting.

What followed would carry that conflict to its final expression.

The accusations.

The trial.

The crowd gathered before Pilate.

Pilate listened to the charges and examined the man standing before him.

“I find no guilt in this man.” (Luke 23:4 ESV).

He said it again later.

“Look, nothing deserving death has been done by him.” (Luke 23:15 ESV).

Pilate tried to release Him.

But by that point the crowd had already decided what they wanted.

“Away with this man… Crucify him.”

Pilate asked the question one last time.

“Why, what evil has he done?” (Luke 23:22 ESV).

But the moment for reason had passed.

“But they were urgent, demanding with loud cries that he should be crucified. And their voices prevailed.” (Luke 23:23 ESV).

Their voices prevailed.

Not truth.

Not justice.

Their voices.

By the time we reach the cross, the resistance to the light has reached its darkest moment.

Yet even there, the light was still at work.

Luke tells us about a man named Joseph from Arimathea.

He was a member of the council that had condemned Jesus, yet Luke quietly adds something remarkable.

He “had not consented to their decision and action,” and he “was looking for the kingdom of God.” (Luke 23:51 ESV).

When the crowds had dispersed and the body of Jesus hung lifeless on the cross, Joseph stepped forward.

“This man went to Pilate and asked for the body of Jesus.” (Luke 23:52 ESV).

At the very moment when association with Jesus carried risk, Joseph openly identified himself with the crucified King.

The light had reached his heart.

In the first-century world, the word pistis was often used to describe the loyalty and faithfulness a person gave to a king or a patron. It is the same word our Bibles most often translate as faith. But in that world it carried the sense of allegiance, of placing one’s loyalty under the authority of another.

Joseph gave his pistis to Jesus when the world around him had rejected Him.

And that is where the story turns quietly toward us.

Jesus said,

“I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will not walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.” (John 8:12 ESV).

Light does not simply illuminate the world around us.

It also reaches into the hidden places within us.

Have there been moments when the words of Jesus revealed something you had not noticed before… an attitude, a habit, or a quiet place in your heart that had been living comfortably in the shadows?

When the light reaches those places, our first instinct is not always surrender. Sometimes it is resistance. Sometimes it is the quiet urge to protect what the light has just exposed.

The story of the Gospels shows us how people responded when the light of Jesus reached those deeper places. Some pushed it away. Some tried to silence it. But others stepped into it and gave their pistis, their allegiance, to the King.

Joseph of Arimathea shows us what that response can look like. When the world around him rejected Jesus, he stepped forward and openly identified himself with the crucified King.

The light of Jesus still shines today.

And when that light reaches the darker places within us, a choice stands before us just as clearly as it did for the crowds in the Gospels.

Will we resist the light… or step into it?

As you sit with this teaching today, consider where the light of Jesus may be revealing something in your own heart.

Where might He be inviting you to step more fully into the light and give Him your pistis, your allegiance as King?

Share your reflections or questions in the comments so we can learn and walk this journey together.


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